It is a very sad day on our block. The dog across the street passed away. The same day that Happi won 1st place in the dog show, we found out our neighbor's dog, "B", had lymphoma. B was given 6 weeks to live. We were happy that B lived longer than 6 weeks because that would have been Christmas. We watched B move slower and slower. I saw B just two days ago and he was unable to get into the car anymore. He just stood across the street and looked a tree.
I was walking Happi and Lucky two days ago and Lucky began barking when she saw B. Lucky barks at everything these days! Happi, on the other hand, laid down, with her head in her paws and just looked at him. This was quite unusual behavior. Usually when Happi sees this dog, she jumps and runs across the street. She loved playing with B. They would wrestle together. Although they are the same age, Happi seems much younger. But who knows how long B has been ill.
Brenda's nickname for the dog was Madonna. Why? You ask. Because he was such a diva. He was so standoff-ish. He always seem to size you up and then make you come to him. He would not come to you like other dogs. My dogs run to people and jump on them to get a treat or get a pet. Not Madonna. He would look at you through his bangs and then stand there until you came to pet him. He was funny.
So, it is a sad day for their family and friends. B will be missed. RIP B.
Until tomorrow...
A blog about my life with rheumatoid arthritis and all that goes along with it. The ups and downs. The highs and lows. The laughter and the tears. Sounds so dramatic, doesn't it?!
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
PAIN IN THE NECK
For months now I have had a pain in the neck. I can't turn my head without getting a twinge of pain. I told my physical therapist and she did some sort of chiropractic thing that hurt like a mother... I won't be doing that again.
I also get migraines so I wonder if the pain in my brain is not a migraine but a pain from a problem in my spine. I have no idea how I would figure this out.
I know my migraines are usually from not eating at regular hours and not getting enough sleep. I also seem to get them if I grind my teeth in my sleep. I also clench my jaw. As you can see I keep all my stress in my jaw, neck, back, head.
I think I am going to schedule a massage. Try to work off these sore muscles.
I am so tired. I am practically falling asleep at my computer.
Until tomorrow...
I also get migraines so I wonder if the pain in my brain is not a migraine but a pain from a problem in my spine. I have no idea how I would figure this out.
I know my migraines are usually from not eating at regular hours and not getting enough sleep. I also seem to get them if I grind my teeth in my sleep. I also clench my jaw. As you can see I keep all my stress in my jaw, neck, back, head.
I think I am going to schedule a massage. Try to work off these sore muscles.
I am so tired. I am practically falling asleep at my computer.
Until tomorrow...
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READING BOOKS
I love reading a good book. Then there are some times that I don't feel ilke reading a book at all. Maybe I feel like reading a magazine instead. Sometimes People Magazine is just my speed.
Right now I feel really overwhelmed with tax season arriving, invoicing for work, all the work I have to do and an impending trip. Too much to do to open a book and get into a story. I just want to watch a movie or a TV show.
An intellectual book right now is too much for me. I just want a mindless story that engrossed me. Unfortunately book club chose an intellectual book, Sex, Time and Power. I may or may not read it. I may read the book we didn't choose. The book we didn't choose is called a "Must Read". The book is Cowboys, Armaggedon and the Truth by Scott Terry. It sounds really interesting.
Oops. Battery dying.
Until tomorrow..
Right now I feel really overwhelmed with tax season arriving, invoicing for work, all the work I have to do and an impending trip. Too much to do to open a book and get into a story. I just want to watch a movie or a TV show.
An intellectual book right now is too much for me. I just want a mindless story that engrossed me. Unfortunately book club chose an intellectual book, Sex, Time and Power. I may or may not read it. I may read the book we didn't choose. The book we didn't choose is called a "Must Read". The book is Cowboys, Armaggedon and the Truth by Scott Terry. It sounds really interesting.
Oops. Battery dying.
Until tomorrow..
Sunday, January 27, 2013
ANOTHER DAY OF COOKING
Now that I am spending time walking and riding the stationary bike, I am trying to spend time making meals on Sunday that last through the week. Last week I made the awesome soup.
Today I made Vegetables Wellington, Roasted Green Beans & Mushrooms With Walnuts, and Israeli Couscous With Pine Nuts And Parsley.
Vegetables Wellington is a great main dish. I was very apprehensive at first but once it came out of the oven, I knew I made the right choice. It really looks like those Wellingtons I see on Chef Ramsay's shows, only with vegetables! It is so delicious and not as difficult as it seemed from the recipe. The hardest part was getting the puff pastry in the loaf pan.
Then I made Israeli Couscous with Pine Nuts and Parsley. You talk about tasty! Sometimes couscous can be bland. Well, this is the exact opposite of bland. This is so vibrant and has so many different textures with the couscous and the nuts and the lemon. Yum!
To round out the meal I made Roasted Green Beans & Mushrooms with Walnuts. The beans were crunchier than I like (and I like then crunchy). So next time I would cook them a little longer. The mushrooms seemed like they were done so I took it out of the oven. The couscous and the beans are really good together.
The whole meal is really good together. It really sings. I just wanted to keep eating dinner.
Until tomorrow...
Today I made Vegetables Wellington, Roasted Green Beans & Mushrooms With Walnuts, and Israeli Couscous With Pine Nuts And Parsley.
Vegetables Wellington is a great main dish. I was very apprehensive at first but once it came out of the oven, I knew I made the right choice. It really looks like those Wellingtons I see on Chef Ramsay's shows, only with vegetables! It is so delicious and not as difficult as it seemed from the recipe. The hardest part was getting the puff pastry in the loaf pan.
Then I made Israeli Couscous with Pine Nuts and Parsley. You talk about tasty! Sometimes couscous can be bland. Well, this is the exact opposite of bland. This is so vibrant and has so many different textures with the couscous and the nuts and the lemon. Yum!
To round out the meal I made Roasted Green Beans & Mushrooms with Walnuts. The beans were crunchier than I like (and I like then crunchy). So next time I would cook them a little longer. The mushrooms seemed like they were done so I took it out of the oven. The couscous and the beans are really good together.
The whole meal is really good together. It really sings. I just wanted to keep eating dinner.
Until tomorrow...
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MOVIE NIGHT SECOND TIME AROUND
Tonight was movie night! Originally there were five people coming. Then one got sick, another realized she had tickets to a play, and two had last minute guests. It was down to one person and me. But that one person brought her girlfriend. So the three of us watched "Hot Tub Time Machine". How ironic!
We ate Zoku pops and I made chocolate chip cookies. The movie was funny. I know I watched it years ago but I really didn't remember it. I must have fallen asleep or it was that memorable. It was like watching a new movie. Only one little glitch: half way through the movie the audio and video came unsynched. It was a little annoying. I tried pausing but that didn't fix it. It was a little Japanese movie-ish. Mostly I didn't notice it because a lot of the movie is shot from far away and I didn't see the persons lips move.
Anyway it was a fun night. I ran my idea of making movie night a regular thing on the third Saturday of the month and they seemed to like the idea.
Another successful movie night. Tomorrow I will be cooking!
Until tomorrow...
We ate Zoku pops and I made chocolate chip cookies. The movie was funny. I know I watched it years ago but I really didn't remember it. I must have fallen asleep or it was that memorable. It was like watching a new movie. Only one little glitch: half way through the movie the audio and video came unsynched. It was a little annoying. I tried pausing but that didn't fix it. It was a little Japanese movie-ish. Mostly I didn't notice it because a lot of the movie is shot from far away and I didn't see the persons lips move.
Anyway it was a fun night. I ran my idea of making movie night a regular thing on the third Saturday of the month and they seemed to like the idea.
Another successful movie night. Tomorrow I will be cooking!
Until tomorrow...
Friday, January 25, 2013
IT IS FRIDAY!
I made a great dinner today. It wasn't anything special but it was good. I warmed up the leftover Brussel sprouts I made yesterday, cooked some couscous with pistachios and craisins all with a square of tofu. (See photo below) Doesn't that look good? It was!
Then I made some Zoku pops. This time I tried making them on an angle with two flavors. The flavors are cranberry/cherry juice and apple/orange/pineapple. It looks really vibrant! (See below) I messed up one of the pops so I only have two of the holes to work with so the pops are taking longer and longer to make. But they look cool!
Tomorrow night is movie night and it might just be me and one other person. One person is sick, another in Hawaii (hate her), another has a commitment, another has tickets to an event. I may end up watching the movie by myself! These things happen.
Until tomorrow...
Then I made some Zoku pops. This time I tried making them on an angle with two flavors. The flavors are cranberry/cherry juice and apple/orange/pineapple. It looks really vibrant! (See below) I messed up one of the pops so I only have two of the holes to work with so the pops are taking longer and longer to make. But they look cool!
Tomorrow night is movie night and it might just be me and one other person. One person is sick, another in Hawaii (hate her), another has a commitment, another has tickets to an event. I may end up watching the movie by myself! These things happen.
Until tomorrow...
Thursday, January 24, 2013
HARD DECISION
One of my clients is having to make one of the hardest decisions ever. Her 91 year old mom is in the hospital and is extremely frail and has denentia. Her mother has a medical issue that, if left alone will cause her to pass away. The only medical option is to perform surgery. Due to her age, she is unlikely to make it through the surgery. What a horrible decision.
My client was clear on her decision at lunch time and then her siblings called her. They changed her mind. It must be such a difficult decision when there are other people involved. She had her mind all made up and she was emotionally ready and then her family decided that surgery was the way to go.
I know when it comes to my decisions I have made it clear to everyone what I want. I have a medical directive and someone to make the decisions.
I don't look forward to the day when I have to make those decisions for someone. My heart goes out to her.
Until tomorrow...
My client was clear on her decision at lunch time and then her siblings called her. They changed her mind. It must be such a difficult decision when there are other people involved. She had her mind all made up and she was emotionally ready and then her family decided that surgery was the way to go.
I know when it comes to my decisions I have made it clear to everyone what I want. I have a medical directive and someone to make the decisions.
I don't look forward to the day when I have to make those decisions for someone. My heart goes out to her.
Until tomorrow...
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Wednesday, January 23, 2013
ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS
Ever have one of those moments when the hair on the back of your neck stood up? I did tonight. I was walking the dogs and this guy walked toward me. It was dark, not pitch dark but dark enough that I could see he was big and tall.
My dogs are not big. One only weighs 10 pounds! But they are noisy. Usually people walk in a big circle around us. They don't want to get too close to my crazy dogs. I kind of like that in a way. Especially in the dark. I don't want people too close. The other dog is 27 pounds and she is a sneak lunger. She will stand and look at you and then just when you least expect it, she lunges at you so you will pet her. Unfortunately people don't understand and they jump back thinking she is going to, I don't know, bite them. So I usually keep her leash tight so she can't lunge at folks. She is a lover not a fighter. She would lick you to death. But it is good to keep that piece of information under wraps when walking a dog at night. She has a fierce bark which is good when scaring off folks.
Anyway, back to the story. We are walking on the narrow sidewalk and this guy is walking toward us. Instead of crossing the street or walking in the street to get by us, he walks on the sidewalk past us. He practically brushed my arm getting by me. I had to restrain the dogs. They were involved with sniffing the community garden and didn't really notice too much. The little one started to bark but she barks at EVERY THING. I had that moment where you think uh, oh and you check behind you as the guy passes. He walked past and the big dog noticed he walked past and started to pull on her leash to lunge at him.
I got the dogs attention and used my night time command that means "let's move fast". No sniffing and no stopping. We got to get a move on. I looked back and he was on his way back down the street (it is a short street.) We moved fast, got to the end of the street and there were two guys walking our way. We followed closely with them and the big guy turned the other way at the end of the block. We got rid of him.
This is the second time in a few weeks I have had that "hair go up on the back of my neck" kind of situation while walking the dogs. The last time the guy made eye contact about half a block away and he didn't break the eye contact. You know what I mean. Normal people look at you, size you up, and then look away. They don't want to seem like they are staring. People who are looking to rob you or who are unstable look at you and keep looking at you to see if you are paying attention. This guy kept looking at me. So I turned around with the dogs (the big dog had started growling) and saw a group of guys in front of my neighbors house. I walked up to them and explained the situation. The guy walked off. The guys said it was too bad he wasn't closer they would have had a talk with him. They were very chivalrous.
Just to be on the safe side, I have stopped carrying anything valuable with me. No cellphone either. I know you are thinking but you might need it to call the police. OR I could get mugged for carrying it. If I have nothing to steal, they have nothing to steal.
Brenda and I have talked about what we think the dogs would do if someone came up to me. I think the little dog would bark incessantly. I think the big dog would protect me. A few weeks ago I walked her in the dark and a jogger came up on us and she didn't see him. She actually lunged at him and growled. I had never seen her do that before. Usually she wants to run with the joggers! I think she just got startled in the dark and was protecting me. I have no doubt she would protect me if she was able.
I have such good dogs.
Until tomorrow...
My dogs are not big. One only weighs 10 pounds! But they are noisy. Usually people walk in a big circle around us. They don't want to get too close to my crazy dogs. I kind of like that in a way. Especially in the dark. I don't want people too close. The other dog is 27 pounds and she is a sneak lunger. She will stand and look at you and then just when you least expect it, she lunges at you so you will pet her. Unfortunately people don't understand and they jump back thinking she is going to, I don't know, bite them. So I usually keep her leash tight so she can't lunge at folks. She is a lover not a fighter. She would lick you to death. But it is good to keep that piece of information under wraps when walking a dog at night. She has a fierce bark which is good when scaring off folks.
Anyway, back to the story. We are walking on the narrow sidewalk and this guy is walking toward us. Instead of crossing the street or walking in the street to get by us, he walks on the sidewalk past us. He practically brushed my arm getting by me. I had to restrain the dogs. They were involved with sniffing the community garden and didn't really notice too much. The little one started to bark but she barks at EVERY THING. I had that moment where you think uh, oh and you check behind you as the guy passes. He walked past and the big dog noticed he walked past and started to pull on her leash to lunge at him.
I got the dogs attention and used my night time command that means "let's move fast". No sniffing and no stopping. We got to get a move on. I looked back and he was on his way back down the street (it is a short street.) We moved fast, got to the end of the street and there were two guys walking our way. We followed closely with them and the big guy turned the other way at the end of the block. We got rid of him.
This is the second time in a few weeks I have had that "hair go up on the back of my neck" kind of situation while walking the dogs. The last time the guy made eye contact about half a block away and he didn't break the eye contact. You know what I mean. Normal people look at you, size you up, and then look away. They don't want to seem like they are staring. People who are looking to rob you or who are unstable look at you and keep looking at you to see if you are paying attention. This guy kept looking at me. So I turned around with the dogs (the big dog had started growling) and saw a group of guys in front of my neighbors house. I walked up to them and explained the situation. The guy walked off. The guys said it was too bad he wasn't closer they would have had a talk with him. They were very chivalrous.
Just to be on the safe side, I have stopped carrying anything valuable with me. No cellphone either. I know you are thinking but you might need it to call the police. OR I could get mugged for carrying it. If I have nothing to steal, they have nothing to steal.
Brenda and I have talked about what we think the dogs would do if someone came up to me. I think the little dog would bark incessantly. I think the big dog would protect me. A few weeks ago I walked her in the dark and a jogger came up on us and she didn't see him. She actually lunged at him and growled. I had never seen her do that before. Usually she wants to run with the joggers! I think she just got startled in the dark and was protecting me. I have no doubt she would protect me if she was able.
I have such good dogs.
Until tomorrow...
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Tuesday, January 22, 2013
MY HEALTH
I thought I would write about my health today. It is weird because usually I am writing about some weird health thing that has gone on. Some weird growth or infection or god knows what.
Today I thought I would talk about feeling pretty good. I am actually surprised by this. This time last year I was well on my way to racking up $4,000 in medical bills. So far this year I have been feeling pretty good. I have been afraid to say it because I have been afraid to jinx it. I am feeling so good that I began decreasing my prednisone dose. I have been taking 10 mg of prednisone forever. It has been hard for me to decrease my dose because every time I think about decreasing my dose, I have something happen.
This week I decreased my dose for one day and so far I have had no ill effects. I hope it stays this way. I was worried that it would effect my energy but not so far.
A few weeks at one day at 9.5 mg once a week and then I go to two days at 9.5. Then three days. And on and on. Until I am at 9.5 mg all the time. Then I decrease to 9 mg. Hopefully this weight will drop off too!
Until tomorrow...
Today I thought I would talk about feeling pretty good. I am actually surprised by this. This time last year I was well on my way to racking up $4,000 in medical bills. So far this year I have been feeling pretty good. I have been afraid to say it because I have been afraid to jinx it. I am feeling so good that I began decreasing my prednisone dose. I have been taking 10 mg of prednisone forever. It has been hard for me to decrease my dose because every time I think about decreasing my dose, I have something happen.
This week I decreased my dose for one day and so far I have had no ill effects. I hope it stays this way. I was worried that it would effect my energy but not so far.
A few weeks at one day at 9.5 mg once a week and then I go to two days at 9.5. Then three days. And on and on. Until I am at 9.5 mg all the time. Then I decrease to 9 mg. Hopefully this weight will drop off too!
Until tomorrow...
Monday, January 21, 2013
FINISHED!
I finally finished the Christmas puzzle! It took a few weeks, probably longer than it should have, but I took my time. It had 550 pieces and it was harder than I thought.
But it was a good way to keep my mind active. I have memory problems stemming from my medication so I try to do things to help me keep what little memory I have. Doing puzzles is one ways the doctors have suggested to stretch my mind. Remembering the sizes and shapes of those littles pieces is hard. But I really worked at it.
It was a great accomplishment when I finished. I looked at it, took a photo and tore it up and put it back in the box. Yay! (See photo below)
I have the next puzzle already picked out. It is the skyline of New York City. I have to measure and make sure it fits on the table. It is wide and narrow.
Not sure I have mentioned that I have been consistently riding the stationary bike daily for 30 minutes after walking the dogs. As long as I have something to watch that is interesting I am good to go. I have been taping shows at night so I have something to watch while I cycle. Today I watched a PBS show about the Abolitionists. I know it doesn't sound gripping but it is surprisingly good. Very interesting.
Until tomorrow...
But it was a good way to keep my mind active. I have memory problems stemming from my medication so I try to do things to help me keep what little memory I have. Doing puzzles is one ways the doctors have suggested to stretch my mind. Remembering the sizes and shapes of those littles pieces is hard. But I really worked at it.
It was a great accomplishment when I finished. I looked at it, took a photo and tore it up and put it back in the box. Yay! (See photo below)
I have the next puzzle already picked out. It is the skyline of New York City. I have to measure and make sure it fits on the table. It is wide and narrow.
Not sure I have mentioned that I have been consistently riding the stationary bike daily for 30 minutes after walking the dogs. As long as I have something to watch that is interesting I am good to go. I have been taping shows at night so I have something to watch while I cycle. Today I watched a PBS show about the Abolitionists. I know it doesn't sound gripping but it is surprisingly good. Very interesting.
Until tomorrow...
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